31st December 2010

Today's supposed to be a holiday, but I am at work because work for an offshore call center in UK and its their regular working day today.  Even tomorrow, I will be at work while all other employees here in the Philippines are at home with their family.  I have spent my Christmas Eve here in the office and will do the same on New Year's Eve tomorrow.  My husband Rey is already off from work and he is playing with our baby at home,  he just sent a text message to me saying that Gab has just finish his bottle of Yakult and is playing with the container.

Deep inside, I feel sad, and I wonder until when will I be like this during special ocassions like Christmas and New Year.  I don't want to stop working but not with this kind of schedule.  I am already thinking of shifting to a different kind of career. I need a freelance job that will give me enough income to help my husband financially, and I would love to spend most of my time with my son.